Post by Tarot on May 2, 2010 21:52:06 GMT
Nine Months Ago...
So the condom had broken. But Marie thought that she’d be okay- she was on birth control pills, after all!
But the cards…
The Queen of Cups- the growth of a family.
The Empress- the mother, or the creation of life.
Those two cards had scared Marie shitless. She couldn’t be pregnant… could she? She wasn’t ready! She was only 21- she couldn’t be a mother yet! And she was on the pill!
But then her period was late. The first day she waited… and the second she was so nervous that she couldn’t stand it anymore. She went to the local drugstore and brought a pregnancy test… then went into the bathroom and took it right there.
It was negative.
But the cards continued- the Queen of Cups, and the Empress. She went back to the drugstore two days later and brought five more pregnancy tests… and after drinking her weight in fruit punch went and retreated into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. She sat on the counter, staring down at the tests which were lined up next to her as she waited for them. True, she probably could use her precognition to see what the results would be… but she was terrified. Beyond terrified. She was scared shitless.
What was she going to do, if she was pregnant? She couldn’t be! There was a war to fight- she had to help defeat Apocalypse! She couldn’t be sidelined at a time like this- she knew how destructive that she could be. And did she mention that the world was practically ruled by an ancient Egyptian warlord? She couldn’t bring a baby into a world like this…
And that's even if she was pregnant. Which she wasn't. Because she couldn't be.
So the condom had broken. But Marie thought that she’d be okay- she was on birth control pills, after all!
But the cards…
The Queen of Cups- the growth of a family.
The Empress- the mother, or the creation of life.
Those two cards had scared Marie shitless. She couldn’t be pregnant… could she? She wasn’t ready! She was only 21- she couldn’t be a mother yet! And she was on the pill!
But then her period was late. The first day she waited… and the second she was so nervous that she couldn’t stand it anymore. She went to the local drugstore and brought a pregnancy test… then went into the bathroom and took it right there.
It was negative.
But the cards continued- the Queen of Cups, and the Empress. She went back to the drugstore two days later and brought five more pregnancy tests… and after drinking her weight in fruit punch went and retreated into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. She sat on the counter, staring down at the tests which were lined up next to her as she waited for them. True, she probably could use her precognition to see what the results would be… but she was terrified. Beyond terrified. She was scared shitless.
What was she going to do, if she was pregnant? She couldn’t be! There was a war to fight- she had to help defeat Apocalypse! She couldn’t be sidelined at a time like this- she knew how destructive that she could be. And did she mention that the world was practically ruled by an ancient Egyptian warlord? She couldn’t bring a baby into a world like this…
And that's even if she was pregnant. Which she wasn't. Because she couldn't be.